她

她。。。其实是很简单的人。你看她吃ice cream也可以吃到那么的开心。不需要给她特别的礼物，也不需给她特别的浪漫，只需真真切切地爱她那就可以了。我也是一根简单的人，生活不需要特别的情调就可以满足了。

我们的生活都有很多波折。这些波折一而再，再而三的来。往往我们就被这些波折给打败了。很可惜的，因为当我们回头一看，这些所谓的波折都是一些小小的事情。但为什么我们在当下不能理智得去解决这些问题呢？很奇怪的我们就会在这时候后悔。我的生活里不享有任何的后悔，我要在当我回头一看我走过的路时能对知己说“What a Journey and i never regret of any steps i taken”。

我知道，如果真的爱一个人，我们不会介意她所做过的一切，因为她是你未来的一切。当我们七老八十的时候，她将会成为你的老伴。我很开心我能认识我的她，因为我们向往的生活是一些简简单单的生活，有一天可以不再为生活而烦恼。
第一次的爱是最真的，因为我们都没有谈恋爱过，所以我们都会傻傻的去做一些发制于心里的事。当然，如果我们第二次谈恋爱时，我们就会往往想起以前的事，这使我们很仔细的想了一番才会行动。也许我们这样做是因为我们要保护自己，所以我们每做一件事都会小心翼翼的想。而我，当我抱起她，我就不会放下。我知道这一切都不容易，但我很有信心我能一一面对和打倒一切的阻碍。

她不是完美的，这是因为我也不是完美的。我们都有瑕疵，但如果我们以一个开放的心去面对种种的困难，我的她是完美无瑕的。别人不能否决我的想法，更不能否定我的决心。有谁在这个世界上能更了解自己所向往的东西呢？ 第一天我们到了这个世界，我们就要面对我们不想去面对的事情，很多事情我们也做不了决定。不过，自己的生活，我一定要自己的掌握。

我很珍惜我所拥有的一切，我也很珍惜我的她。不过不能只说说而已。我们现在分开两地，不在对方的身旁。不能为对方分担所有的烦恼。不过，我们都很努力的，因为我们都相信，只要有恒心，铁棒磨成针。我深深相信有一天我们将会回头看着一些所发生的事情和对方说“很开心这世我可以和你在一起”。

新一段的大学日子

刚刚从大学毕业就开始了另一段的大学日子。一开始以为会和以前一样，不过 master 就是比较难也比较挑战。最不喜欢的就是竟然有一个科目是数学！！method of moment??!! agresti coull??!!..这些根本就不是我的语言。读 master 不容易，因为assignment只会叫你做，没有教你如何做。

我看着它，它看着我，时间就这样慢慢的过。本来想继续 advanced diploma of risk management 的，但看来我需要一些时间适应一下。

My Cozy Apartment

Living alone for the first time in my life has been good so far. Moving from a two bedrooms apartment to one bedroom apartment have limit my space on arranging my furniture.

Here you see is my corridor leading to my lounge area. I have to stuff everything at the corridor because the apartment is so small that it could barely fit the stuff left by my sisters and brother. I did not buy the fridge nor the book shelf you see in the picture. Most of the stuff use right now has a "great history".

The picture on your right is my lounge room. I have 3 mattresses that force me to throw away my couch. Because the couch is the least valuable and the most damage item in my house. So, instead of a couch, I use mattresses as my couch. This is also because I have 12 pillows!! which my siblings left for me. So I put pillows on the mattress to make it as comfy as a couch =P. I'm very into visual and audio enjoyment (technology side), therefore I hook up my computer to my tv and my sound system that left the wyre all over the place.


In this apartment, I now only have this tiny kitchenette which only have two cook top. (Used to have 4 in my old apartment which is much more convinient.) Regardless, it hasn't limit my cooking skills because I'm not a chef. Well, if you been wondering how I cook my rice in this kitchenette, you must be wondering does he cook my own rice or does he cook using gas fire? Well, I do have a rice cooker, because my kitchenette is too small,

I've been forced to put my rice cooker on my dining table. Also you can see my toilet is just next to my dining table. How wonderful is that? In and out at the same time. Imagine 4 years of my older sister, 6 years of my older brothers and 1 year of my younger sister stuff have to put inside one cozy apartment. Now you see. I evan have to put stuff under my dining table because I got no place to store them. You see, now I'm alone in this apartment but I have 6 dining chairs that couldn't fit into my apartment. Well, 3 already occupied all the space I have and I have to put it else where.

As for my bedroom, it's stuffed as well. Even the space under my bed is full!! Not to mention my wardrobe. Well, my wardrobe is not full with clothes but with blankets and pillows. I have 6 blankets and not just any blankets, 5 of those are quilt blankets!!..3 blankets and 6 pillows in my wardrobe! If you think this is not much, there's another 2 drawer units and a small book shelf in it to store quilt covers and pillow cases and matress covers.

Of course, with all the matress covers, quilt covers and pillow cases, I need a washing machine. This washing machine cost me 1.3k!! but worth every cents. Let me do my calculation for you.

Wash and Dry at laundry out there is 6 dollars and well, i need to seperate my dark colour clothes and light colour clothes so that is 12 dollars per week. I live there for 40 weeks per year and so that is 480 per year.

One year the electricity cost for this washing machine will be around 300kw where a kw of electricity is 0.16 cents at peak and that is 51 dollars and the water needed per year is around 12kilo litre for and the cost of water is 1 dollar for a kilo litre that is 12 dollars per year for 80 washes and dry. So the running cost of this machine is only 63 dollars per year!! Compare to 480 dollars using commercial laundry. If i use this machine during offpeak electricity time which is only 0.07 cents then the running cost will be even cheaper! I have 5 year warranty on this machine and 10 year warranty on the motor of the machine. This means it cost almost nothing to the repair cost if it breaks down (of course the phone call cost which cost maybe a few dollars). I'll be using this for at least 2 years so that means I will spend 126 dollars on running cost compare to 960 dollars on using commercial laundry. That make a total saving of 834 dollars for the period of my staying.

Well you might say the machine already cost 1.3k. But it has a resell value, so after 2 years of depreciation it will be around 800 to 900 that a depreciation of 600. I still make a save of 234 dollars!!..That just the initial cost. If I use this more, I save more!

Well, that's my apartment!

情人的眼泪

回到墨尔本，我一直在想我未来的生活。如果有一天，我们都不为对方而哭泣，那是不是我们就不再爱对方了吗？如果要家人为自己而哭，那是多么的容易。那情人呢？

我这么想，是因为我身边出现了一些朋友，我想，如果有一天，我的朋友出现了意外，他的女朋友到底会不会为他而哭呢？这一想，我非常得开心。因为我知道我的女朋友一定会。也许，会有人想我是变态，但我想这是真爱。这时，我又想起，有一次，我和妈妈在通电时，她对我说，爸爸有一天忽然来电说她在医院，好像是肚子痛，可又说得不清不楚，妈妈可被吓坏了，因为前几年爸爸开过刀。说不久，电话就断了，妈妈很快的打回去，但电话接不通。这时，妈妈的心忽然间很寒冷，不知所措。还好，过了不久，爸爸打电话回来说，不是他进了医院，是他的朋友。这时妈妈才松了一口气。

每天有千千万万的人发生了意外，但有多少的情人为了这些事儿掉泪呢？我知道，这世界上有很多人为了情人而掉泪，但也有很多人根本不为情人而掉泪。我们不会为我们不认识的人流眼泪，我们也不会为所有我们认识的人而流泪。我们只会为我们在乎的人而流泪。所以啊，要使一个你开始不认识的人为你流泪是多么难啊。可见，情人的眼泪是多么珍贵。

孤单的墨尔本

当我一踏入墨尔本，我就知道这半年来会比以前难过。这还是我第一次在外国升学，孤零零的一个人。我第一年到墨尔本有哥哥和姐姐，过了一年，我又有了女朋友，生活多姿多彩。接下来一年，妹妹又来了，可以说，我是多么的幸福。

但是在去年，个个升学完了，妹妹忽然间会了槟城，在墨尔本只剩下我和我的女朋友。在今年，因为佩珊要停半年，去学习打工，便剩下我一个人了。我觉得一个人的生活虽然有很多的自由，但是当想找个人来做半时便很头痛，因为身边只剩下朋友。朋友再好也不能比上家人。我一直以来都很珍惜我的家人，因为我知道没有家人就没有我了。虽然，女朋友还不是家人，但那种感情是非一般的。那种感情比友情更深，有一点点的亲情的感觉，也有一点友情的感觉。也许，这就是爱情吧。所以我说，我一路来都很幸福。该有的都有了，一直到今年，我才知道，一个人如果没有亲情，没有爱情，只有友情，生活就好像没有了什么意义。

我知道我现在的生活只是暂时性的，不过我一可以深深的体会到如果有一天这世界上没有了我的家人和我在乎的人，生活是可以多么的没意义。我知道，不经一事，不长一智，所以我和佩珊都依依不舍的暂时离开了对方去面对未来的挑战。我相信这半年来我一定能学到更多的知识去面对未来的挑战。

所谓，先苦后甜，在读书的时候不受一点点的苦，未来又如何去面对种种的挑战呢？